Beautiful
You look so beautiful today.
Heels clinking against the sidewalk
to somewhere that I do not know.
Is it someone better than me?
Does he love you like I loved you?
You look so beautiful today
as the sun shines against our hair.
I wish I could take it all back.
What if I said hello to you?
Would you talk to me if I said
you look so beautiful? Today
marks a new day for you.
But today marks the day of my
funeral. Without you I am
nothing! I need you in my life.
You look so beautiful today.
Heels clinking against the sidewalk
to somewhere that I do not know.
Is it someone better than me?
Does he love you like I loved you?
You look so beautiful today
as the sun shines against our hair.
I wish I could take it all back.
What if I said hello to you?
Would you talk to me if I said
you look so beautiful? Today
marks a new day for you.
But today marks the day of my
funeral. Without you I am
nothing! I need you in my life.
You look so beautiful today.
About half way through my freshman year in high school I started dating a senior. He was looking for love, while I was more focused on my schoolwork and just being a teen. After six months of being manipulated and controlled I dumped him. Something inside him snapped, though, and he went on for the next eight months stalking me anyways he could- through mutual friends, over Facebook, having his sister keep tabs on me. It was just crazy. He would call me in the middle of the night and leave me voicemails saying how he loved me and wants me back, then would turn around a minute later and tell me that he hated me and wants me to die.
That experience is what gave me the idea for this sick, obsessive poem . |
meaning:Basically, this poem is about a crazy, obsessed ex-boyfriend who is stalking the last women he had in his life.
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